After all this sacrifation.

Finally...

I'm on my halfway to my faith. So really excited! I went home and texted him about my achievement and he was so happy, though. Yesterday was friday. He came home late, again. Reminding that 3 days later is the first day of fasting month, almost all moslem here packed up for some traditions. So that it ruins the traffic. Jakarta to Cibinong, Bogor.

While the traffic's still jammed, I texted him very often. Questioned too much. And even ordered him too often. But he is so adorable, he knew exactly what he supposed to do. That's why I love him more and more everyday.

Right after he fell asleep, I re-read our text and found some stupid, one of them. Well, it's not literally stupid. It's just because this was our things, so really really months ago. I just can't help myself to stop re-reading those.

"I hope one day, you'll realize that I do think of you everyday"

That's what he said. Well, to be honest. He's not kind of romantic or even attractive. He just the way he is, himself. To read even heard such a cute word came out from his mouth, I really can't help to hug him tight. Deeply. My sweetie baby cute. My lover. My partner. My bestfriend.

Thank you baby for such a cute messages before sleep. It's really made my day. I love you so much and can't wait to see you, touch you, hug you, or even kiss you any longer.

Ps. Thought we haven't kiss for months. I mean.. Our kisses.

A plenty of love,
XXOOXOXXOO

Just like a so many days before, he texted me when he's on his way home.
Tonight,
Just like a so many days before, he talked about Jakarta and the most well-known unpredictable condition, Traffic Jammed.
Well, we knew it already, don't we?

Knowing that he'll be home at 10pm, my memory has trying to recall the others.
Hidari...
He used to be home at 6pm when he was in VoI.
He used to text me very routine when he was in VoI.
And also, he used to see me by video call, when he was in VoI.

Everything has changed.
Since he is in this new company, I just realized that I pushed him too much.
Lack of sleep, too much things to be think of, and even managing his so rush time.
I'm feeling like "Oh My God, Am I just pushed him too much?"

There's nothing I can say 'bout this, baby.
There's no word could describe my feelings.
There's no you to talk about it right now.

Stay strong, baby.
Just like what you said to me.

Eat well, sleep well, drink well,
Live well
Baby.

Thank you for this super maximum efforts. You've impressed me.

I love you, baby.
And it will grow more and more.
Day after day..
So please, just stay strong.


XX
The Migi